people say ‘I love you’ in a lot of different ways
'get some sleep'
'here have my fries'
'Im gonna draw you something'
'yeah i'll buy it for you'
"I swear to God if something happens to you I’ll get on the next plane and be there in a heart beat"
"If you snore again tonight I’m going to punch you"
Daily dose of love quotes here
I know I haven’t spoken to you in awhile,– I don’t miss you but I can’t hear your name without feeling my ribcage collapse. (via sickfake)
and when I do, my words are sharper than the blades you find comfort in
and they burn us both more than the vodka burns my throat every night,
but please understand that if you can’t look at me the way you used to, then I can’t look at you at all.
And I don’t understand how you can say you meant everything you said
when you were trying to shove the words back down your throat before they’d even reached your lips,
or why you let yourself fall asleep shaking and bleeding every night when you could have fallen asleep in my arms.
I’ve been wanting to call you a lot since you left,
but you told me not to talk to you if I was drunk
and I haven’t been sober in over two weeks.
My friends say you’ve been asking about me,
but I think you just want to know how bad you fucked me up
because you didn’t care how much you hurt me when you were here,
so why does it matter who I fall asleep next to now?
I didn’t get to say anything when you were shattering me.
I just got to scream into my pillow and throw up my feelings and cry into my mother’s shoulder,
but I’m not breaking anymore,
I’m just sifting through the debris and trying to find who I was before you.
I know I was someone before you.
And I needed to tell you that you hurt me
and I hope he breaks your fucking heart
because you don’t know what that’s like,
but, Jesus Christ, I do.
We can’t hate ourselves into a version of ourselves we can love.– Lori Deschene (via natashakills)
There will be a few times in your life when all your instincts will tell you to do something, something that defies logic, upsets your plans, and may seem crazy to others. When that happens, you do it. Listen to your instincts and ignore everything else. Ignore logic, ignore the odds, ignore the complications, and just go for it.– Remember When (Judith McNaught)
I know you’re sad, so I won’t tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day. Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don’t give up on yourself just yet. It’ll get better. Until then, have a day.
I used to walk into a room full of people and wonder if they liked me… now I look around and wonder if I like them.– Rikkie Gale (via fatalbambi)